a massive waste of a day. i sat in my own juice for fourteen hours and then went to sleep. i am looking forward to tomorrow.

i haven't yet started to do my work this morning. i haven't yet started to open the curtains and blinds. i haven't yet had a cup of coffee. i need to make a decision at some poin that i am starting things for the day. i watched the video on the right again today. i think that that lady has the worst job in the world possibly. there must be a worse job. what is the worst job in the world?

it is raining outside and i am cold. i have some duties to be busying myself with. from where i sit i can see down two different roads. one of them almost always has a bus on it. throughout my day i think sometimes about where the people on the buses are going. i think for the most part that their destinations are uninteresting. on a roof i can see there are four pigeons which are hanging around together, just living life.

this is going to be a diary about the development of my book. i have decided to add this in because i am vain. i am going to write a little bit each day about finishing the novel and about my life aside from the novel. it is going to be an emotional and psychological roller-coaster. there is going to be so much great stuff going on here. i strongly recommend coming back here every day so that i get loads of visitors and can feel great about myself etc.

so - today. i listened to a podcast about the siege of munster (there are no umlauts here, sorry guys). a lot of it was about baptism and babies etc. i do not recommend it. i do however recommend the one about the evolution of the whale. it is like a hollywood blockbuster compared to the munster siege one. ok see you tomorrow strangers